Undecided

mixed emotions
stop
the moment i see your face
confused thoughts
dissolve
whenever you're on my mind
you give me what i've needed
clarity
i look so confident
in my decision
in my deception
i gave it all up for you
but does that mean
i can't want it back
it's just my luck
it's always been my luck
you find good in my broken
i find you like a moth to light
clinging to what will kill me
we're a sad kind of happy
but it seems i can't stay away
even though with him
i feel the same way